Shakeyolonbon44

I havent lost any weight in a while now… ive actually probably gained two pounds…. i have just gotten lazy… i need a pep talk to get myself motivated again!!!! anyone plz!

im at 178.2!!!!!!!!! WOOOOhooOOOOOOo!!

just wanted to let you all know that

i aam in the 170’s~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so exciting

i havent seenthe 170s in years…i think i completely passed them up unaware.

wooohoo!!! im 4 lbs away from having lost 30!!!!!!

I felt really good today. I was at work (at sams club) and this guy who works outside with carts, im friends with him, but we dont hang out outside of work. We text and talk on the phone occasionally, but thats it. Anyway, he is SOOOO gorgeous. I asked him if he was goin tanning, cuz he is really dark… but he was like um… no… should i go UNTANNING? im like no… you look good!! and he was like thanks! by the way i can tell you have lost weight! i was like thanks!

WOW! he NOTICED! lol.. that makes me feel really good…

anyway, i was crushing boxes in the bin in the back, and this lady Renee’ was helping me, and out of nowhere she was like ” so do you have a boyfriend?” i said well… no. and she was like WOW thats really surprising!?!? what does that mean!? i didnt even ask lol. but thats a compliment!!

so i felt really good today!!! WOOHOOO! im back to feelin good good good!

wish everyone the best of luck!

i wasnt necessarily off track, but i had two bad days in a row, and it just SO HAPPENED to fall on the 4 days before i started my period, which i have had the WORST bloating ever in my life… with the added bad eating on top… its just been a rough week. i began to question why im still doing this. i was ignoring my diet sites!! i cant believe it. but i snapped myself out of it. i am at 181.8…. only one pound away from my lowest weight so far. and i still have my period, and some bloating. im back on track!! i set some more goals… i should be done by september. my goal was may, which is next month… and im not where i wanted to be. my trip is only in 50 days!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and im at 180. i wanted to be at least at 160! BLAH. oh well. i have accepted it for now… and im trying to do my best until then. maybe i could drop another 10 lbs. anyway, ill look WAY better than i did at 205, my starting weight. and once i come back from my trip ill be back on track again, ready to lose at whatever pace it comes off. i have the rest of my life. i HATE that i have this trip coming up to south padre becuz i will be the only one of us in a 1 piece. very depressing. if i didnt have this trip i would be less stressed out. but im alright.

thakns for listening guys and thanks for supporting me!!! best of luck! im here for any of you that need a pep talk!