Shakeyolonbon44

well now im down to 178.8 and last night i parked my car at my job at 11pm and came back for it at 4… went out with some friends… and my car was hit and they didnt leave a note or anything…

hit and run… awesome. i just got this car march 15th… and not this..

great. my life seriously couldnt get any worse everytime things start to get calm and reasonably normal something like this happens.

sorry, just venting.

So i took a month off…. i got really satisfied with myself after losing the 27 lbs… i was just so excited!!!! and then alot of stuff happened, i began working alot more, i just kind of maintained from may 9-may 22, and then i went on vacation and went off the diet, and ive been back for a week and today was my first day back. i am at 184 now, which i was at 178 before, that was my lowest, but im also on my period, and i was on vacation. so i gained 6 pounds between my vacation and my period, which is NOT BAD AT ALL. i thought it would be worse. i feel really bloated, so im sure ill lose most of that in the next week or so.

I am back on track!!! ready to get to my goal. my goal has changed. Since i was so happy at 178, i realized that i dont NEED to be at 145. i have been thick my whole life. i WANT TO BE THICK. i wouldnt feel like myself if i was skinny skinny. i LOVE my curves and i NEED my curves.

SO…. MY new goal is 160. im thinking ill be very happy and pleased with that. i was kind ofhappy with 178, and so thats only 18 lbs more. i think i would be very pleased!

so… in conclusion…. I AM BACK!!! AND READY TO GET THESE LAST 24 LBS OFF!!! wooho!!!