Shakeyolonbon44

its THE END OF THE SUMMER and im just soo lost!!!! i am up to 185 and im feeling really gross!!! my stomach is bigger than it has been since may and its gross!! i tried on my 2 piece tankini that i wore not too long ago,  on my trip may 24-june 2 and it looks horrifying. there are little things i notice, like my neck is fatter and my arms, and my legs… pants that i bought right before my trip that started to get loose, well they are tight now.

i need to get back on track. i think i might go through my old blogs and read them or something. i need SOME sort of motivation!!!!!!! i cant find it anywhere. how do you lose 27 lbs and then all of a sudden lose your momentum. it felt so good being 177!!!!! and now ive lost it. im not THAT far away from it at 185 but still…. those eight lbs feel ALL THE DIFFERENCE IN THE WORLD. i MUST get back on track. this is rediculous!!!!!!

anyone wanna pep talk me?!?