loving myself

i am finally coming to the point where im loving myself. i dont cringe when i look at myself without clothes on like i used to. im trying to work on being less judgmental and critical of myself and others. i am happy that i am blessed with my identity.

i no longer snap on peoples blogs anymore, if i dont have something nice to say i dont say anything at all. I think BS’s dynamic has changed quite a bit and that is why i talk to a select few and i keep my distance.

I think there are many people on here who are hypocritical and are the first to attack another like they are all holy. I do speak my mind but i try to be sensitive and understand that everyone is human. I have distanced myself from some people who i believe are toxic. toxic in a good and bad way, when they are your friend they bring such support, almost to the point of harming them, because they ignore things in them that they would not ignore in a stranger. i feel sad but at the same time empowered that i have become who i am and i know that i am a caring individual. The way some others see me is not my concern, for they dont control how i live day to day. For those of you who are 100% supportive of me, i am of you. Thank you for the texts, emails, calls, etc. I am here for you as you are for me and i hope that we can work together to achieve everything we desire.

5 Comments so far

  1. chelleybones @ November 3rd, 2009

    It has been a long time since I have seen a blog from you. Your new default picture looks fabulous. You are so beautiful and I am glad that you are beginning to believe that as well, clothes on or not. I understand your decision for keeping your distance from Buddy Slim. I too sometimes think I don’t need this site but it has given me so much motivation on my journey and I come to realize drama or not I need it. So are you going to be blogging more or just making the occasional appearances? Anyway… it’s nice to see you on here. Hopefully I haven’t missed any of your blogs if you have been.

  2. kyliejo @ November 3rd, 2009

    I have been wondering where you went, you broke through the hard 170s and 180s….that is awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  3. angie1o @ November 5th, 2009

    I am happy to hear that you are doing so well and you have made so many great changes inside and out!
    Congratulations!!!

  4. beckyboo @ November 6th, 2009

    Go, LONI! U look amazing and SOUND amazing, sister! Glad to hear u r doing well :) How is school, tiny?

  5. poetry4lyf @ November 8th, 2009

    I love hearing this in you!

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